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Hey yall. I know its been a minute.
The last month has been crazy to say the least.
I have really been trying to push myself to write. I have started and stopped at least 10 blog posts, but I haven't been inspired and yall know me. If I can't give it to y'all real and raw, then I can't give it to y'all.
Stress and the feeling of being overwhelmed tends to do that to me.
But I'm back!
Like I said, the last month has been crazy. A lot has happened in my personal life that has caused me to dig into my bible like never before. I think we've talked about this before, but in the past, I've been known to be an extreme worrier.
I'm talking about losing sleep, loss of appetite, and in a constant state of slight panic type of worry.
But prayer and humility does some amazing things.
Prayer is something that I've struggled with in the past. If I'm going to be honest, I wasn't the best at it. I would do or say just enough to say that I did it. My church has a prayer call at 6:30 am every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday and before, I would roll over, turn it on, then fall back asleep. Not on purpose, but I didn't put up too much to put up a fight. (Don't give me judgy eyes. I'm growing lol)
About two months ago though, I had decided to really try. To not only be on the call, but be fully awake and present in the moment. That I would be intentional about what I was saying and asking God to do in my life and in the lives of those around me.
Then real life started to happen.
The things that started to happen were things that before would've taken me out at caused me to shut down.
He gave me a changed perspective and with this perspective came peace, joy, and faith.
Faith that everything would be ok because I stopped trying to do things in my strength and really gave it to Him.
Faith that He truly is God and that He is not a man that he should lie.
Faith that I'm His, He loves me, that He got me, and He's going to keep me.
And that's exactly what He's been doing.
So I encourage you to give it ALL to Him and LEAVE IT WITH HIM. We have a bad habit of giving things to Him, but taking them back because we either aren't ready to give it up or we don't like what He's doing with it.
I promise that it's life changing.
And if you need help about how to start, let me know.